How I Found a Way to Heal and Discover Who I Am (and how you can too)

During my 11th year on this planet, I moved from Metairie, Louisiana to Conyers, Georgia. I was not happy.

From my outward appearance, I smiled, nodded, still used my manners, but inside I was confused.

Why were we moving here?

Why did we have to leave family?

I had so many friends there. Why? Why? Why?

I was also mad. My mom showed me around the new house with carpeted floors, my own room, a large front and backyard.

“It’s on the highest point in the neighborhood,” Mom said.

I think I may have rolled my eyes at this.

“You have all your stuff in your room already,” Mom said.

“Great,” I said.

But inside, I didn’t feel so great. I felt out of sorts, like I didn’t know what was going to happen next. I wasn’t feeling too happy about the move. In fact, it made me feel angry…

… and that was when I discovered something that helped with that feeling. [Read more...]

Would You Consciously Choose Walking On Eggshells Compared To Freedom?

Do I go? Do I not go? The thoughts pounded in my head as I opened the car door, wondering whether to get in or slam it shut and walk back into the house.

I stood on the pavement of the driveway, feeling the eyes of my neighbors, but focusing on the blue car door in front of me. Thoughts of cleaning out the garage so I could pull the car in there floated through my mind.

The sun beat down on my face even though I scowled and hid from it as I put my arm on top of the door and leaned my head on my hand.

I committed to go, I thought.

I knew that if I didn’t get in the car and go, I would agonize over my decision. I would sob all day because I felt like I was denying the one thing I ever wanted in this lifetime.

It felt like my world was ripping apart seam by seam. [Read more...]